well it is 4:30 and i am wide awake. i did not feel well at all yesterday afternoon and night, so i decided to come home after the soccer game and eat and go to bed. i took a tylenol p.m. and slept till 3:45. why does it never seem to work when you need it to? i mean i did get a good 5 hour, hard sleep, but i would prefer to have had 8 so i don't have to be right now...
well it is officially april. april fools day to be exact! hmm.....i wonder what kind of mischief i can get into today......
what april has in store:
-morgan county soccer tourney. next week. april 6-11.
-my sister's birthday. april 13th.
-my internship ends. april 30th.
-one month before i leave for camp. im so ready. april 28th.
-PACT family day in the park. april 25th.
-verifying my plans for the fall. april _(insert date)_.
-getting ready for graduation on may 9th. meaning a trip to tuscaloosa. april (insert date) .
april has a lot in store.
so i think the Lord is really working me on my obedience. not that i disobey a lot, but rather its the lack of me not obeying. does that make sense? im not deliberately disobeying him out of rebellion, i just don't do it. is it lack of motivation? am i lazy? i don't know. i just really want to serve him in my obedience too. he has blessed me beyond belief and the least i could do is obey him and his commandments. he has shown me his love. i need to show it back and that partly comes through obedience.
"trust and obey
for there's no other way.
to be happy in Jesus
is to trust and obey."
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